
Wow what a start to the new year! Lots of new beginnings.
Still working on getting the photography business up and running. I have one wedding scheduled , a picture party waiting on a date for Valentines pictures, and I'll be doing the pictures at one ballpark possible two. Another new is going to be the studio. Turning the boys game room into my studio means more painting and reconstruction. We all know how much I love construction projects. It only took 3 days to get my easy do-it-yourself website up and running. I thought I was going to pull out all of my hair. As much as I hate to admit it I am a techno retard. I wanted to do it all by myself SO bad. Ended up having to ask Sam for help damn it. What made it worse was that my Nanny was here so no foul language. I have a few wedding projects in the works but I can't post pics or talk about them yet. Don't want to mess up the surprises.
Endings......... that isn't the right word. More like transitions maybe.
Do I miss nursing? I miss my patients but not the schedule or the administration bullshit. In a perfect world, nursing would be about taking care of people. Unfortunately, now it is more about money and numbers. How many people can you see and how fast. Never mind patient care, get 'em in get 'em out. I'm sure I'll have more to say about all that later on.
Last week I went to the funeral of a 13yr boy. Yes it was incredibly sad that Shane died, however his service was a celebration of life. Shane was the son of my first cousin Benjy. They live in a very small town where everyone know who you are or at least knows your people. The funeral was held at the middle school gym. I have never seen so many people at a funeral before. Shane was an incredible young man and will be missed. He died when a 4 wheeler rolled over on him. This reinforces my belief that when God calls your name you go. Shane was riding on ATVs before he could walk on his own feet. He was also a go-kart racer. Going out on that 4 wheeler last Sunday was no different than any other day in his life. Accidents happen I know but sometimes it seems that all the stars fall into place and destiny happens.
This is where transition comes in. All the stars aligned and my nursing career became a photography career. Destiny stepped in and Shane was called to God. Change is scary, sad, emotional....... but there can be good. Sometimes we have to look for it and other times we wonder why we didn't make the change before. I have faith that the ups/downs and changes will be a learning experience and I will be the better for them. "All things work to the glory of God."
This was so totally NOT the direction that I had planned for this post. Damn must be those stars aligning again or maybe I am letting go of some controll and opening up to higher powers.